This is a photo of my day trip to the Pensacola Lighthouse. I went by myself, I had no friends to come with me. I see other guys with their girlfriends. A fun and loving girlfriend is something I will only have in my dreams. I now sit home alone on Halloween night while most guys my age are either with their families, their woman, or out with friends. I am now one day away from surgery! Maybe with my new look, it will be a new beginning for me, a new hope. I can one day say, come with me, come as you are.