Hello again :) This is another vid of me singing to overcome Social Anxiety Disorder (Social Phobia). I know I fucked up a few times but oh well. Its not the end of the world right? :) The point is to just put it out there and tell myself its no big deal. I’m so LOLing over my facial expressions. I’ve never looked at myself singing when I’m not being so self conscious. haha

8 Responses to Nobody’s Perfect Jessie J cover

  • AmIFreeYet:

    Aww, Thank you!!!? <333 :)

  • moosexsama:

    Normally I don’t listen to covers of songs I don’t know, but this was so cute :D I adore this! If I didn’t read your description I’d say I truly admire your confidence…though I suppose? knowing you have anxiety problems, you deserve twice that compliment. I’ve never been terribly eloquent…but I think you’re brilliant :)

  • SeeYaBassoon:

    Have yet too see Adam performing, either. That’d be a dream com true.? <3

  • SeeYaBassoon:

    Same <3 that’s the dream I’m waiting for too…sent him so many letters but really want to tell him in person. When I want to make myself nervous to practice for shows, I pretend Adam’s watching me – it really helps with the nerves <3

    With this whole musician thing, I’ve decided to just go for my dream career – I’ll never be happy doing anything I hate. I’d rather like my dream for? no money than get pained lots and be unhappy tbh. <3

  • AmIFreeYet:

    Same here. I wasted too much time doing things that? I don’t enjoy just to make others happy or to keep myself out of the spotlight. Now I’m focusing on what I love. It makes me so much happier.

    But believing in myself is something I’ve had to try to relearn everyday. I am my own biggest bully.

    I hope someday I have the chance to tell him how much he’s impacted my life. He means so much to me. :)

  • SeeYaBassoon:

    Adam has really helped me believe in myself and my dreams. Before I thought I didn’t have a hope to be a classical musician. I believe Adam is God’s gift to me. When I say ‘I’m still trying to find myself’, it doesn’t mean what it sounds like – I know and love who I am…but I sometimes still have feelings of inadequacy and it does hurt, but Adam helped me realize through his journey to FINDING HIM (The him we know in 2012)? that dreams come true to those who work for them <3

  • AmIFreeYet:

    Thank you so much for this! It really means a lot. I try to be more like Adam. He really has helped me. Because of him I started taking choir and voice lessons! That’s REALLY big? for me. I’m glad that he has helped you too. He’s helped us realize that its up to us to make our lives the best they can be. Even when we’ve been handed obstacles. He’s so fearless and is always making the best out of any situation.

    Thanks again and I’m already following you on twitter :)

  • SeeYaBassoon:

    Remember what it says on the back of the necklace…always. Because you’re great. I suffer from anxiety because of being bullied. Adam’s helped me a lot with my confidence, but i’m still trying to find myself <3
    You’re beautiful and? a great singer <3
    Add me on twitter – @glambassoonist.